Whew, this is turning out to be harder than I thought. I have started this post at least three times, but I don't like it then I change it again, and again.
I started during lunch telling you that I was watching my Aubriella, then I changed that to this being about who I am, but all that seemed so boring so I stopped. Finally, I wrote about the movie we saw last night, but once again boring.
So far this blog doesn't' seem to have a point, but I guess writing for 100 days in a row will help me find the point of this. I've been wondering where this, writing will take me in my life? I enjoy writing, and I know I have stories to tell, but I get scared when I'm writing. I know I will be judged, and my writing will be judged. Being judged is what I'm afraid of.
Ok so now that this is out in the open, I just need to go for it. I want to write, I need to write. I want to blog, I want to publish a book, a novel or even a screenplay. So I gotta just do it, without worrying about what others will think. I am stronger than that. I have more courage than that.
Words on paper... Words on paper I gotta get words on paper. I have to get out of my head when I am writing, and just write. My Son Jesse does improv comedy and he says when people can't get out of their head, the show is not as good. Don't think about what the audience is thinking, just have fun, just get the words out. Worry about what they think when you are done.
So that's it I'm just scared, what if I can't do this what if I am not as good as I want to be, or not good at all? I know every writer has that same concern, but this time it's not going to stop me. I am going to get my words on paper. out of my head and onto the paper....
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